I don’t know why. I stayed up all night listening to music. I sent my x a 4 page email. and I called him 3 times leaving him messages.
really, so much unresoved **** around him, and what happened to me.
I have been divorced 2 and half years now.
what the heck is my problem????
all the **** we went through and **** that happened to me on his watch while he was out partying with his girlfriend and I still want him to care about me. still want that. he has bought a house with this woman nd still. I live 900 miles away with someone who actually cares for me. and still….what is wrong with me?