I have not been following doctors orders.I am a mature man,and when I get depressed and need comfort ,I look for comforting and enjoyable foods.Since fall of 2009 I have a no care attitude.My blood sugar has been over 300 and below 500.I need some support and do not know where to look.I am on medicine but I don’t allow it to work.I am not going to take insulin even if I have too.I always was able to bring it down.I am afraid of everything now because I must go see my doctor ,before anymore refills are given.My wife has the same problem and I guess the same attitude.What can we do , to support each other .I know he will probably want to put me on insulin,and how can I talk him out of it?It is my own fault.Anyone else feel like this?My first post thanks.:confused: