geez…

i just came from my endo who i now see every week or every two weeks. i went in feeling good, because i THOUGHT i’d been having some pretty good readings lately.

my meter says my 7 day average is 5.8 (104); 14 day average is 5.4 (97); and 30 day average is 5.7 (102).

i’ve had a few spikes…nothing beyond 9 (162) and that was mainly due to having to guess at carbs. but not all the time, and not every day. i realize my 1 hr pp is supposed to be below 7, but sometimes even when you try your best, it just doesn’t happen.

she looked at my log book and sighed, "well, it’s not a disaster…"

what am i supposed to do with THAT??

that, plus gaining 3 pounds (which i blame on the holidays ;)), has me feeling rather sour today.