{"id":157982,"date":"2010-01-09T09:25:56","date_gmt":"2010-01-09T14:25:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.diabetesforums.com\/forum\/chit-chat\/47423-i-am-bummmmmmming.html"},"modified":"2010-01-09T09:25:56","modified_gmt":"2010-01-09T14:25:56","slug":"i-am-bummmmmmming","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/157982","title":{"rendered":"I am bummmmmmming"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>I don&#8217;t know why. I stayed up all night listening to music. I sent my x a 4 page email. and I called him 3 times leaving him messages.<\/p>\n<p>really, so much  unresoved **** around him, and what happened to me.<\/p>\n<p>I have been divorced 2 and half years now.<\/p>\n<p>what the heck is my problem????<\/p>\n<p>all the **** we went through and **** that happened to me on his watch while he was out partying with his girlfriend and I still want him to care about me. still want that. he has bought a house with this woman nd still. I live 900 miles away with someone who actually cares for me. and still&#8230;.what is wrong with me?<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know why. I stayed up all night listening to music. I sent my x a 4 page email. and I called him 3 times leaving him messages. really, so much unresoved **** around him, and what happened to me. I have been divorced 2 and half years now. what the heck is my [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-157982","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157982","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=157982"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157982\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=157982"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=157982"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=157982"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}