{"id":453114,"date":"2010-03-20T19:17:00","date_gmt":"2010-03-20T23:17:00","guid":{"rendered":"tag:magazine.nd.edu,2005:News\/14936"},"modified":"2010-03-20T19:18:03","modified_gmt":"2010-03-20T23:18:03","slug":"life-in-the-abyss","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/453114","title":{"rendered":"Life in the Abyss"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"image-right\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/magazine.nd.edu\/assets\/22399\/parseghians1996.jpg\" title=\"parseghians1996\" alt=\"parseghians1996\" \/><\/p>\n<p>On a June day in New York 15 years ago, Cindy and Michael Parseghian learned that three of their four small children were fated to die from the same genetic disease.<\/p>\n<p>Within a decade or so, all three would be gone \u2014 Michael Jr., then 7, and his two younger sisters, Marcia, 5, and Christa, 3. This was not medical guesswork. It was a fact written into the children\u2019s cells, as close as modern science can come to infallible prophecy.<\/p>\n<p>Cindy Parseghian remembers sitting that night in the kitchen of her friends\u2019 Chappaqua home and cursing God. Michael Jr. had been diagnosed with a fatal condition called Niemann-Pick Type C (<span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>), and it was clear their two girls had the disease as well. A search for meaning and peace would come later, but that night Parseghian felt numb, raw fury.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI couldn\u2019t understand why God would do this,\u201d she says. \u201cMichael was such a happy-go-lucky kid. We wanted to keep things normal for the kids, but we felt our whole world was falling apart.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>In an emotional abyss, the Parseghians sought ways to fight what seemed like an implacable condition. Scientists knew little about the disease, making the prospect for treatment more distant. But the work had to start somewhere \u2014 doctors could not treat an ailment they did not understand. Within weeks, Cindy Parseghian began a mission to support research on the disease, though it would mean starting a foundation from nothing.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt was kind of like the lions protecting their cubs,\u201d she says. \u201cIf we sat back and let the disease progress, we knew what was going to happen. We just had to fight this.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>They fought as their cheery, dark-haired children slid into the grips of the disease. Marcia, the first child in her dance class to master skipping, became sluggish as the condition sapped her motor abilities. Christa, unusually small from birth, grappled with chronic pneumonia. Michael Jr. started karate classes, though no one knew from one month to the next if he would live long enough to reach the next belt ranking.<\/p>\n<p>Fifteen years after that bleak diagnosis in New York, many scientists say they are astonished at what Cindy Parseghian has accomplished as president of the Ara Parseghian Medical Research Foundation, named in honor of Michael\u2019s father, the Notre Dame coaching legend. They have raised $35 million for research on <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>, bringing new attention to an understudied area of cellular biology. In the last few years the research has started to identify potential drug therapies for the condition, and it has helped fuel Notre Dame\u2019s Center for Rare and Neglected Diseases, which opened in 2008.<\/p>\n<p>Numerous researchers describe the Parseghian foundation as a model of how to foster research on rare diseases.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s a tribute to the Parseghians that they\u2019ve done so much to bring scientists along, to the point that scientists in several continents with varied interests are focusing their energy on this disease,\u201d says Matthew Scott, a member of the foundation\u2019s scientific advisory board and a professor of developmental biology, genetics and bioengineering at Stanford University.<\/p>\n<p>The work led to an emotional high point in May 2009, when Cindy Parseghian received an honorary degree from Notre Dame for her work advancing research on <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>. Standing beside the president of the United States and University leaders, Parseghian was unprepared for the raucous ovation from graduating students as Provost Thomas Burish read her name and accomplishments. Tears came to her eyes as he described her as \u201ca loyal daughter of Notre Dame.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She cried in gratitude and perhaps a little awe over how far she had come. But she also cried for the faces she did not see in the crowd of cheering people. They were the faces she always knew she might not save, despite tireless work and great medical progress. Her family\u2019s struggle with <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span> had been one of steady achievement. It was also one of repeated loss.<\/p>\n<p>On that fine afternoon in May, Cindy Parseghian still could not help feeling that the world was not as it should be.<\/p>\n<h3>\u2018The luckiest woman in the world\u2019<\/h3>\n<p>Cindy and Michael Parseghian\u2019s first date in 1975 was a pep rally the night before a Notre Dame football game. They had met while studying in the same section of the library and found they shared high professional ambitions, a deep attachment to Notre Dame and a love of intramural sports (they won a co-ed racquetball tournament).<\/p>\n<p>The couple also liked how their personalities complemented each other. Michael tended to ponder problems in all their complexity while Cindy was geared toward action. When Michael proposed toward the end of their senior year, he gave Cindy a temporary engagement ring \u2014 his mother\u2019s diamond Notre Dame ring, which had been a gift from Coach Parseghian&#8217;s staff.<\/p>\n<p>They married three months after graduating in 1977 and moved to Chicago, where Michael attended the Northwestern School of Medicine and Cindy worked as an accountant while pursuing an <span class=\"caps\">MBA<\/span> degree at Northwestern. When Michael got his medical degree, they settled in Tucson, Arizona, and started a family. Ara was born in 1984, followed by three more children over the next seven years.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI thought at the time I was the luckiest woman in the world,\u201d Cindy Parseghian says. \u201cI had four beautiful children, an interesting job and a strong marriage. We probably had a year in there that was just a perfect family year.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ara was always healthy. But when Michael Jr. entered kindergarten, his parents noticed he had trouble keeping up with other kids on the playground. His speech was slow to develop, and his eyes seemed to wander in an odd way.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI thought he was just a distracted 5-year-old,\u201d Cindy Parseghian says. \u201cReally it\u2019s one of the first signs of the disease.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>For the next two years a string of doctors puzzled over Michael Jr.\u2019s condition, building a medical file inches thick. Finally the Parseghians took Michael to see specialists at Columbia University in New York, where doctors realized within minutes that the boy had a probable case of Niemann-Pick. The parents could tell from the doctors\u2019 demeanor that the disorder was fatal.<\/p>\n<p>The medical signs included Michael\u2019s distinctive eye movement and his enlarged spleen \u2014 a symptom that set off immediate alarms. His sister, Marcia, also had been diagnosed with an enlarged spleen when she was 6 months old, and Christa was born with the condition. Now it appeared that their symptoms all pointed to the same disease.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSuddenly we went from thinking it was a problem with Michael to thinking it had reached our girls, too,\u201d Cindy Parseghian says.<\/p>\n<p>Genetic tests soon confirmed their fears. Ara was the only child unaffected. The other three all had the same fatal condition.<\/p>\n<p>Because both parents were carriers of <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>, pure genetic odds would have predicted that each of their children had a one-in-four chance of being affected by the disease. Half of the time, only one parent passes on a damaged copy of the gene implicated in <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>, and the child becomes a carrier. In one out of four cases, the child gets two good copies and is fine. In the remaining one-fourth of cases, the child gets two damaged copies and develops <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>. But these are only averages \u2014 for each individual child, the odds play out anew. Luck had run against the Parseghians.<\/p>\n<p>Doctors knew those odds because they had observed how the disease was passed on within families. But at the time the Parseghian kids were diagnosed, researchers had not yet isolated the specific genes that caused the condition. That was among the first projects the new foundation helped to fund, along with basic science that started to puzzle out how the disease does its damage.<\/p>\n<h3>Hunting for a gene<\/h3>\n<p>At its root, <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span> is a cholesterol-storage disorder that affects the nervous system. Every person needs cholesterol to survive; the body produces it and relies on it for a range of biochemical processes. For reasons that scientists did not understand when the Parseghian foundation started, the cells in <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span> patients have lost the ability to clear cholesterol, leading to a toxic build-up that over time makes normal metabolism impossible. The children\u2019s muscles fail, their ability to speak fades and most die in their teenage years \u2014 though some <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span> patients have a slower course of disease that is not even detected until adulthood.<\/p>\n<p>The disease requires expertise in many areas of biology to understand, but because it is rare \u2014 striking about 1 in 150,000 children \u2014 research money can be scarce. The children\u2019s father, Michael Parseghian, an orthopedic surgeon, turned to his friend Michael Parmacek, a cardiologist then at the University of Chicago, to form the foundation\u2019s scientific advisory board. Several researchers said the foundation has become a model of how a small, privately run group can set up productive competition for research grants, with a constant flow of new applications from scientists with fresh ideas.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe Parseghian foundation is a wonderful organization,\u201d says Joe Goldstein, a researcher at the University of Texas Southwestern Medical School who won the Nobel Prize in 1985 for his work on cholesterol metabolism. \u201cWhat makes the foundation unique is that the leaders recognize that solving the puzzle of this devastating disease will not come overnight, and they are committed to the long haul.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The children\u2019s Grandpa Ara helped start the steady flow of donations by calling on his extensive national network of connections. An army of volunteers pitched in, many after learning of the Parseghians\u2019 struggle through stories in People magazine and the television news show 20\/20. The family launched a penny drive at the children\u2019s school with the goal of raising a million pennies \u2014 $10,000 \u2014 but they far exceeded that. Next they started an annual walkathon, which now raises about $30,000 every year.<\/p>\n<p>One of the first breakthroughs the foundation helped to fund was the discovery by National Institutes of Health scientists in 1997 of the gene NPC1. A mutation of the gene can lead to Niemann-Pick Type C disease. Finding the gene was a triumph, but scientists quickly realized that compensating for alterations of the gene would be immensely difficult.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis is a very old gene that is used even in single-celled organisms,\u201d says Matt Scott of Stanford. \u201cIt has ancient functions that have been preserved for all that time because they\u2019re so important to maintaining life. If you damage that gene, you\u2019re going to have a very serious disease that is very hard to fix.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>As the foundation got rolling, the Parseghians settled into a household routine that seldom allowed more than two hours of solid sleep during the night. They worried constantly about their children\u2019s breathing and the risk of seizures, and would often get up to roll a child over so he or she could breathe more easily.<\/p>\n<p>Then with no immediate warning, Michael Jr. died in his sleep from a massive seizure in March 1997. It was the same month that researchers found the NPC1 gene, and a few days short of Michael Jr.\u2019s 10th birthday.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe were stunned, because he was still ambulatory and still incredibly engaged in life,\u201d Cindy says.<\/p>\n<p>All along, Michael Jr. had stayed active in karate class. His instructor held him up as an example to the other students, to teach them that the discipline is about dedication as well as skill. It felt only natural to bury Michael Jr. in his karate uniform, but the Parseghians also wanted to keep his blue belt as a token of his love for the sport. His older brother, Ara, offered to have Michael Jr. buried with Ara\u2019s red belt, a gesture whose full meaning Cindy realized only later.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause Ara gave away his red belt, the rules said he had to lose his rank in the class,\u201d Cindy says. \u201cUntil he earned his black belt he always had to line up in back of his classmates.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Michael Jr.\u2019s death once more tested the Parseghians\u2019 faith. Since that night in New York when Cindy Parseghian cursed God, she had come to believe that what was happening to her children had little to do with any divine plan. Could a loving God purposely inflict <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span> on such loving children? And for what possible reason \u2014 so the parents could learn patience? Cindy went back to C.S. Lewis\u2019 writings on pain, which suggest that the nature of life places limits on God\u2019s power.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t think you can say that God is all-merciful and all-powerful. You have to choose one,\u201d she says. \u201cI look at our children\u2019s diagnosis, and I say it was really bad luck. I cannot blame a higher being for this, because I don\u2019t think he plays that kind of game. I\u2019d much rather have an all-merciful God than an all-powerful God who is involved with every detail of our lives.\u201d<\/p>\n<h3>\u2018I\u2019ll be with you for all of it\u2019<\/h3>\n<p>Marcia, who was 8 when Michael Jr. died, knew she and her sister had the same disease that killed him. One Christmas Eve, Cindy was reading Marcia a Sesame Street book \u2014 <em>When I Grow Up<\/em> \u2014 when Marcia suddenly started crying.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMom, I\u2019m not going to grow up,\u201d she sobbed.<\/p>\n<p>It was the sort of moment the Parseghians had dreaded. They didn\u2019t shield the children from the truth of their disease, but they tried to keep everyone\u2019s lives as normal as possible. Now Marcia understood that she and her older brother shared the same fate, and she was afraid. Cindy resisted the urge to tell Marcia that everything would be fine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI just held her and said, \u2018Marcia, I\u2019ll be with you. I\u2019ll be with you for all of it.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Fortunately such wrenching exchanges were rare. The children kept their sweet dispositions even as their cognitive abilities faded. Christa loved the color purple and always reached for the purple lollipop when candy was passed around. Marcia went horseback riding whenever she could. One of her favorite places was a dude ranch in Colorado where she could ride twice a day.<\/p>\n<p>When the children were first diagnosed, the Parseghians had briefly considered taking them out of school and showing them the world. But that was a grown-up\u2019s idea of what someone with a fatal condition would want. The children hungered for normal lives \u2014 the routines of school, the countdowns to birthdays, the company of friends.<\/p>\n<p>They also met famous figures who lent their help. Before he died, Michael Jr. got to meet his idol, the country singer Garth Brooks. The foundation work brought the family close to the band Chicago, whose manager, Pete Schivarelli, a 19\u201971 Notre Dame graduate, played football under Ara Parseghian. The band raised $100,000 at a single fundraiser the year after Michael Jr. was diagnosed and has remained a regular contributor. Cindy struck up a friendship with the singer Amy Grant, who heard of the Parseghians\u2019 fight through news stories and has helped with the foundation\u2019s fundraising. Grant dedicated her song \u201cBeautiful\u201d to the family, with its lyrics of loss and hope \u2014 \u201cHow do you prepare when you love someone this way, to let them go a little more each day?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe prayed for a miracle early on, but God doesn\u2019t answer prayers the way you think he should,\u201d Cindy Parseghian says. \u201cWhat he did was bring people into our lives to hold us up.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>They needed more support than ever. Christa, who had been small from birth, struggled from chronic pneumonia for years. She finally succumbed to pneumonia in October 2001, at age 10.<\/p>\n<p>Only Marcia, then 13, was left of the three children who had the disease. As her disease progressed, Marcia, who had learned to read before kindergarten, lost the ability to speak and had to be fed through a tube. The Parseghians always feared that other kids would talk about the grim prognosis in front of Marcia or tease her, but mercifully that never happened. Marcia\u2019s friends even brought her to their high school\u2019s winter prom, and they pushed her in a stroller as they did a 5K walk for the foundation.<\/p>\n<h3>Glimmers of new hope<\/h3>\n<p>Around 2003, the Parseghians heard that Notre Dame\u2019s chemistry department was stepping up efforts to develop new pharmaceuticals. The foundation also was switching gears. For its first decade it had focused on helping basic research because so little was known about <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>. But it seemed time to push for more applied work.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere was a perfect alignment of constellations for us to do more work on <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>,\u201d says Paul Helquist, associate chair of Notre Dame\u2019s department of chemistry and biochemistry.<\/p>\n<p>With the help of seed funding from Notre Dame\u2019s Office of Research, a group of chemistry researchers began studying the disease and attending the foundation\u2019s annual meeting. Olaf Wiest, ND professor of chemistry and biochemistry, started a project using computer-aided design to search for new molecules to treat the disease. In 2008 the research became one mission of Notre Dame\u2019s new Center for Rare and Neglected Diseases, which strives to fill gaps in medical research by focusing on rare conditions such as <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>, cystic fibrosis, thalassemia, rare forms of cancer and such neglected diseases as malaria and tuberculosis.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt really fits the picture we all have of Notre Dame,\u201d Wiest says. \u201cIf we\u2019re not doing this work, who will? Industry is never going to do it. They can\u2019t. But we don\u2019t have to think about making a profit, we just have to think about how to help people.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The challenge is figuring out how to remedy the NPC1 mutations that cause most cases of <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>. \u201cWe actually have to repair it,\u201d Wiest says. \u201cThe reality in biochemistry is that we\u2019re very good at breaking things but not as good at building things.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The painstaking work of Wiest, Helquist and other researchers has resulted in dozens of molecules that are being tested in cells and animals for therapeutic activity in <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>. Recently some researchers have raised interest in a compound called cyclodextrin, which may have promise as a way of depleting <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>-affected cells of cholesterol. By trying to solve the molecular transport problems at the heart of <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span>, researchers believe they can gain insights into other diseases for which transport is important, such as <span class=\"caps\">HIV<\/span> and Alzheimer\u2019s.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAs always in science, you never know where it could lead you,\u201d Wiest says.<\/p>\n<h3>\u2018She taught me how to live\u2019<\/h3>\n<p>In late July of 2005, Marcia Parseghian went once more to the ballet class she loved. As always, her friends spun her around in her wheelchair, and she would smile while extending an arm or a leg with a flourish. The next week she suffered an acute bout of pneumonia and began having massive seizures. In Marcia\u2019s last moments, her mother repeated the words which had comforted them both on that tearful Christmas Eve years earlier: \u201cMarcia, I\u2019ll be with you. I\u2019ll be with you for all of it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Marcia lived to be 16, longest of the siblings with the disease. \u201cEvery day of my life since kindergarten was the best day because of her,\u201d one of her friends, Perri Blazer, told the obituary writer for the <em>Arizona Daily Star<\/em>. \u201cShe taught me how to live.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Reminders of the children are everywhere in the Parseghians\u2019 Tucson home. Cindy has covered walls and a big corkboard with their pictures. She\u2019s built a collection of hundreds of crosses, starting with one she was handed from Michael\u2019s grave and one that Christa made using two sticks wrapped with a fake flower.<\/p>\n<p>Their oldest child, Ara, now 25, is married and living in Boston. He had studied the biology of <span class=\"caps\">NPC<\/span> in high school but decided to pursue a medical career only after getting his undergraduate degree from Princeton. He enrolled in a special science program at Tufts University and is now a student in the medical school there. \u201cHe has a new appreciation for his dad as a doctor,\u201d Cindy Parseghian says.<\/p>\n<p>When Notre Dame President Father John Jenkins, <span class=\"caps\">CSC<\/span>, sent Cindy a letter inviting her to receive an honorary degree, she wrote back saying she would accept it in honor of the researchers and volunteers she had worked with, and in memory of her three children who struggled with the disease but lived their lives with grace. Coming back to campus for the degree brought her a mix of emotions. She was immensely proud to get the honor from an institution that remains close to her heart. And she says having President Obama on the same stage was \u201cthe sprinkling on top of the cake.\u201d But the sadness was not far from her mind.<\/p>\n<p>At the same ceremony where she was honored, one of Michael Jr.\u2019s old school friends from Arizona also graduated from the University. Seeing him gave her a twinge of regret. \u201cThere was that thought \u2014 Michael should be here,\u201d she says.<\/p>\n<p>Despite all the Parseghians\u2019 hard-won accomplishments, nothing can ease such moments. Though their children\u2019s short lives were rich with joy, they are often reminded of the three adult lives that might have been \u2014 the careers they would have found, the help they would have needed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere\u2019s a sadness knowing I\u2019ll never hold my daughter\u2019s baby, never help her learn how to mother her children,\u201d Cindy says.<\/p>\n<p>And this, of course, is why Cindy Parseghian persists in her fight, so scientists can help others avoid her pain. The loss fuels an urgent mission, but it is still a loss.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI think what you learn is that there\u2019s a big black hole in your heart, and you learn to walk around it, but you do fall into it,\u201d she says. \u201cAnd I\u2019ve learned that\u2019s okay.\u201d<\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><em>Jeremy Manier has covered science and medicine for the<\/em> Chicago Tribune <em>and is news director at the University of Chicago<\/em>.<br \/>\nSee more information on the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.parseghian.org\/\">Ara Parseghian Medical Research Foundation<\/a>.<\/p>\n<hr>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On a June day in New York 15 years ago, Cindy and Michael Parseghian learned that three of their four small children were fated to die from the same genetic disease. 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