{"id":654962,"date":"2013-04-29T11:44:24","date_gmt":"2013-04-29T15:44:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.webpronews.com\/?p=227229"},"modified":"2013-04-29T11:44:24","modified_gmt":"2013-04-29T15:44:24","slug":"tom-sizemore-drugs-sex-and-fame-chronicled-in-book","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/654962","title":{"rendered":"Tom Sizemore: Drugs, Sex, and Fame Chronicled In Book"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tom Sizemore has 136 film and television roles under his belt, and for a guy who grew up on the mean streets of Detroit, the fame that came with starring in revered movies such as &#8220;Saving Private Ryan&#8221; and cult classics like &#8220;Natural Born Killers&#8221; meant the world. He earned millions, he rubbed elbows with the biggest stars of the day, and, ultimately, he watched it all float away on a river of drugs and illicit sex tapes. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ve led an interesting life, but I can\u2019t tell you what I\u2019d give to be the guy you didn\u2019t know anything about,\u201d Sizemore writes in his new book, &#8220;By Some Miracle I Made It Out Of There&#8221;. The book details the demons he&#8217;s fought in over two decades of working in Hollywood, including a volatile relationship with celebrity madam Heidi Fleiss that began a downward spiral in his career. He says that at one point, he thought he would have to start rethinking his options. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bob [Forrest, from Celebrity Rehab] thought I had a future in helping people get sober, and that seemed like a good idea,&#8221; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.thedailybeast.com\/articles\/2010\/09\/01\/tom-sizemore-from-drug-addict-to-hollywood-resurrection.html\">he said<\/a>. &#8220;Because, look, I like to read, see movies, look at art, and be around people. That doesn&#8217;t exactly set me up for a lot of career options.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>But with a whopping 18 projects due out in 2013 alone, Sizemore is certainly not sitting back and letting his past dictate his future. While the book details <a href=\"http:\/\/www.salon.com\/2013\/04\/29\/sizemore_book_details_actors_battle_with_drugs\/\">gritty subject matter<\/a> befitting some of his more violent, sleazy onscreen personas, it is also an honest look at the man he was and the man he wants to be. He says the &#8220;a-ha moment&#8221; came all of a sudden.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I used to blame my problems on other people,&#8221; he said. &#8220;But my moment of clarity, if you want to call it that, came when I was looking in the mirror one day and just burst into tears. It wasn&#8217;t just that I looked bad, it was that I knew my problem was me. I used to think it was Heidi [Fleiss] or the police trying to find some sort of scapegoat, but I could suddenly see that it was me and that it had always been me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sizemore now says he&#8217;s sober and ready to move on, and he&#8217;s also ready for fans to gain a new perspective on who he is.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I have thin skin,&#8221; he says. &#8220;I&#8217;m not a tough guy. I play tough guys in movies and behaved like one in front of the press because I thought that was what a man did. They can&#8217;t believe I have a Master&#8217;s in Fine Arts, and that I enjoy Shakespeare. 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