{"id":80108,"date":"2009-12-14T00:01:41","date_gmt":"2009-12-14T05:01:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.diabetesforums.com\/forum\/type-2-diabetes\/46639-man-getting-so-tough.html"},"modified":"2009-12-14T00:01:41","modified_gmt":"2009-12-14T05:01:41","slug":"man-this-is-getting-so-tough-to-figure-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/80108","title":{"rendered":"Man, this is getting so tough to figure out"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>Trust me, I&#8217;m not bellyaching or looking for sympathy.  I just can&#8217;t figure some of these things out.  I simply cannot blame the following on &quot;little green men&quot;.  I&#8217;ve seen too much of it.  And trust me, I&#8217;m not trying to say I&#8217;ve &quot;cured&quot; my diabetes.  I know better and I&#8217;ve accepted it.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve gone back to testing more frequently, even though I keep coming up with normal numbers.  Normal numbers are great, but they do have a downside.  They almost give you the green light to go back and eat like garbage.  As many of you know, I&#8217;ve been diet and exercise controlled for nearly a year.  <\/p>\n<p>I keep turning up completely normal (always sub 100, nearly always sub 90) numbers regardless of when I test.  That&#8217;s why I cut back on testing.  I keep eating the same safe foods and I feel I have really customized my diet to where I don&#8217;t have to worry.  <\/p>\n<p>This morning upon waking, 84.  Breakfast, a medium sized red apple and a banana.  2 hours post, 87.  I should mention that even though I am a low carb advocate, I have added many natural carbs back into my diet because I can now tolerate them.<\/p>\n<p>Lunch &#8211; premeal 81, turkey and cheese, no bread, mustard.  Some almonds and a handful of popcorn.  Post meal 85.  <\/p>\n<p>Now here is what has me freaked out completely.  I went to my favorite mexican restaurant tonight for an early dinner.  Haven&#8217;t been there in 18 months.  My intentions heading in were solid &#8211; just get the fajita and don&#8217;t eat the rice beans or tortilla.  Do that, I don&#8217;t have to worry.  My premeal was 85.  However, I spazzed a bit with the meal.  More than a bit.  Mexican is my weakness.  I had a boatload of fresh, hot, homemade tortilla chips with salsa.  I ate the heaping serving of rice and beans.  I ate the tortillas with the fajitas.  And to top it off &#8211; yes, I feel guilty &#8211; I had a couple of sopapillas with honey.  After eating the chips before the main course, it was too easy to rationalize that I &quot;blew the entire meal&quot;, so I obviously went heavy with the carbs after that.  I was mad when I was doing it.  Afterwards, I was extremely full.  I tested as soon as I got home, which was one hour after first bite.  83.  I don&#8217;t get it.  I really, really don&#8217;t.  I was expecting a one hour to be above 140.  An hour and a half later &#8211; 92.  At two hours I registered a 90.  And just to make sure, I checked my three hour number 88.  I also just tested my four hour number which was 85.  No exercise after the meal.  <\/p>\n<p>My strips are fine, my calibration code is ok, my QC checks are fine.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not trying to be a bleeding heart because I know people would kill to get these numbers.  I&#8217;m just trying to figure out what is going on.  Doesn&#8217;t this seem like a completely normal, non-diabetic response to a large (high carb) meal?  Do you think my pancreas is overworking to maintain these numbers?     <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sick in the head.  I&#8217;m at the point to where I WANT to see bad numbers after a not so healthy meal so I can just stay with eating healthy.  Although I know if I make this a habit, they&#8217;ll soon be there.<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trust me, I&#8217;m not bellyaching or looking for sympathy. I just can&#8217;t figure some of these things out. I simply cannot blame the following on &quot;little green men&quot;. I&#8217;ve seen too much of it. And trust me, I&#8217;m not trying to say I&#8217;ve &quot;cured&quot; my diabetes. I know better and I&#8217;ve accepted it. I&#8217;ve gone [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":300,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-80108","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/80108","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/300"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=80108"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/80108\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=80108"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=80108"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mereja.media\/index\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=80108"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}